i use to love good charlotte's walk away. now i am back listening to it. and its darn right about walking away. it is "easier to walk away from everything". it's a solution for every problem, cowards act so tough and fight like its the end of the world. listen don't waste your time on pointless drama. i use to feel so insecure, i use to always want to "fit in". oh boy, did i fit in. i feel so old and i don't really care about crap nowadays. but i don't like to act like everything is ok, i rather be, doesn't matter to me what people say, so i turn my back. i don't like being talked back about. i don't act like this will soon be over, so ill stay here. no no, "i don't wanna go, i don't wanna stay". as keane sings it in "nothing in my way". i don't expect drama, nor do i create it. even in this time of my life, i was happily smiling away. i never hoped for it, and i just can't believe it. i think people are hypocrites, even i am, but i hate the ones that are foolish enough to act like they are not one. we all are. people say, i don't like you, so i don't talk to you. thats fine by me. how about people who are your friends but really behind all of these smiles are all fake lies and smiles. just to torn you down when you finally realize, this was really a waste of my generosity and my care. it's simple, i don't like being used, i mean i can be very generous, and the next minute people say something behind your back. all this while, you have been nothing but good. people take take because they are all fakes. i am upfront with people i don't like, if i don't like your behavior your going to hear me say it. at least i said it to you upfront not behind your back. yah, thats worse. come on, tell me i'm a bitch, tell me i am a control freak, tell me i have an attitude problem not behind me. and by the time you realize it, it's too late and they're gone.
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